Solitude
11:37 PM / Saturday, December 31, 2011
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Though the chances of anyone reading this is as low as like what 0.01%
I will be avoiding my computer in the year of 2012 for as long as possible.
Most Communication would come close to a stop so don't bother looking for me.
Guide me to walk by faith not by sight
to love the world even when the world doesn't
to choose wisdom against folly.
to become the best i can be.
before i go.
Take care IDIOTS
I will be avoiding my computer in the year of 2012 for as long as possible.
Most Communication would come close to a stop so don't bother looking for me.
Guide me to walk by faith not by sight
to love the world even when the world doesn't
to choose wisdom against folly.
to become the best i can be.
before i go.
Take care IDIOTS
Food for thought
11:17 PM / Friday, December 23, 2011
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So did you manage to lock that feeling away or is it still growing?
When too much time becomes a problem.
3:07 PM / Wednesday, December 21, 2011
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Here's the thing. When you have nothing to do, you get bored and when you get bored you do stupid things which will get you into trouble. Its like how birth rate is high in the less developed countries as they have nothing to think about but reproducing ...i think hahaha. whatever.
Wow what am i trying to say?
Freedom came rushing in with the end of my last chapter.
now instead of complaining i have no free time at all, i complain otherwise.
Now the better me sees the whole picture which is me rotting away infront of my xbox360 and computer and says "ken, this is no go, you got to do something useful "
The other replied. "Let me be, its so much easier to laze around and enjoy. I haven't been able to enjoy for such a long time"
this is what happens everyday it's like this eternal conflict in me everyday.
While few of my friends work and those who don't
I don't seem to fancy the lives of those who work.
omg let me be a little boy again please. why am i even 20 years old?
ok so anyway i decided to slowly stop my nonsense and take meaningful steps for my life.
and where else the start but the best place, my very own room.
Wow what am i trying to say?
Freedom came rushing in with the end of my last chapter.
now instead of complaining i have no free time at all, i complain otherwise.
Now the better me sees the whole picture which is me rotting away infront of my xbox360 and computer and says "ken, this is no go, you got to do something useful "
The other replied. "Let me be, its so much easier to laze around and enjoy. I haven't been able to enjoy for such a long time"
this is what happens everyday it's like this eternal conflict in me everyday.
While few of my friends work and those who don't
I don't seem to fancy the lives of those who work.
omg let me be a little boy again please. why am i even 20 years old?
ok so anyway i decided to slowly stop my nonsense and take meaningful steps for my life.
and where else the start but the best place, my very own room.
I knew something had to be done when i found myself sleeping like a stick on my bed lastnight
because half of my bed was filled with random stuff .
I have brought my mess from camp to my own room. welldone.
Its going to take a couple of days but watch out people of townsvile. i'm going to finish this.
because half of my bed was filled with random stuff .
I have brought my mess from camp to my own room. welldone.
Its going to take a couple of days but watch out people of townsvile. i'm going to finish this.
A proper closure. (in the process)
2:39 PM /
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And so life continues. Everything comes to an end eventually. It is only right that i give a proper closure to my recent operational ready status .It is clearly a beginning but we ought to know that something ended that very day.
"" as quoted from a friend of mine. not sure if these were the exact words but the meaning is there.
We started getting sentimental towards the day we ord. We knew that once everything has ended we would miss it and all our brothers and sister (joke intended) . Life back then was tough. We had bmt like any other soldier would. However unlike other NSF, we were commandos in the training . We had to start together and end together. So within everyone liesa special bond of hatred and love. We were tortured as a group for every single indivdual's mistake. That very fact made us accept every individual for himself . Which is why i loved the peple who befriended me. thus i thank these few people who have really played a significant role in this army journey.
Daniel Foo, Tan Kar Wee,Kehao, Tan JianHui, Mathew Ang and Irvin.
Because you guys made a difference.
Soldier 1.
Daniel a remarkable man. A guy with friendship problem vioelence and getting use to how stirring shit happens everywhere around him. hahah. We call him our junior every now and then because he failed his airborne selection test during bmt. As such he only entered airborne in the 202 batch while me and mathew ang entered the 200th.. Because of this fact he remained a private throughout training phase till atech started. He had a raw nerve for this so wenever we felt bored this trump card never fails to be played :)
We Shared fav sports, mine was frisbee his was football. We traded footwear and bed. My Sandals for his bed. We basically shared many good times together. In Brunei we slept together eating wang wang under the ground sheet in the rain. In Taiwan we slept together side by side in bunk where he found my treasures under my pillow. He was the first person whos hair was cut by me. We often squabble the lamest stuff but always get back together like how true love never dies.
Soldier 2
Tan Kar Wee. Cutest guy i ever met with a strong determination to prove who he can be. He loved outfield often commenting how cool it is. Sleeping beside me in battalion block we were often tortured together by raging mosquitos. He was always easy going and NEVER failed to put other people before him, always showing love to the people he cared for. What i love most about him is that he was always the one who accompanied me without me even asking and any reason whenever i'm in the working in the store alone. He saved my life once in taiwan when i nearly fell to death , going to the extend of going on his belly to save me even though he didn't know that i was in serious trouble. He was the first guy i ever knew that could be both look cute and run CDO Gold for ippt. Which motivated me whenever he runs alongside with me because my ego will go " how can this fat cute boy run faster than me?!" It was a great joy having a great friend like him. Always bringing a smile to my face whenever i see him .
"" as quoted from a friend of mine. not sure if these were the exact words but the meaning is there.
We started getting sentimental towards the day we ord. We knew that once everything has ended we would miss it and all our brothers and sister (joke intended) . Life back then was tough. We had bmt like any other soldier would. However unlike other NSF, we were commandos in the training . We had to start together and end together. So within everyone liesa special bond of hatred and love. We were tortured as a group for every single indivdual's mistake. That very fact made us accept every individual for himself . Which is why i loved the peple who befriended me. thus i thank these few people who have really played a significant role in this army journey.
Daniel Foo, Tan Kar Wee,Kehao, Tan JianHui, Mathew Ang and Irvin.
Because you guys made a difference.
Soldier 1.
Daniel a remarkable man. A guy with friendship problem vioelence and getting use to how stirring shit happens everywhere around him. hahah. We call him our junior every now and then because he failed his airborne selection test during bmt. As such he only entered airborne in the 202 batch while me and mathew ang entered the 200th.. Because of this fact he remained a private throughout training phase till atech started. He had a raw nerve for this so wenever we felt bored this trump card never fails to be played :)
We Shared fav sports, mine was frisbee his was football. We traded footwear and bed. My Sandals for his bed. We basically shared many good times together. In Brunei we slept together eating wang wang under the ground sheet in the rain. In Taiwan we slept together side by side in bunk where he found my treasures under my pillow. He was the first person whos hair was cut by me. We often squabble the lamest stuff but always get back together like how true love never dies.
Soldier 2
Tan Kar Wee. Cutest guy i ever met with a strong determination to prove who he can be. He loved outfield often commenting how cool it is. Sleeping beside me in battalion block we were often tortured together by raging mosquitos. He was always easy going and NEVER failed to put other people before him, always showing love to the people he cared for. What i love most about him is that he was always the one who accompanied me without me even asking and any reason whenever i'm in the working in the store alone. He saved my life once in taiwan when i nearly fell to death , going to the extend of going on his belly to save me even though he didn't know that i was in serious trouble. He was the first guy i ever knew that could be both look cute and run CDO Gold for ippt. Which motivated me whenever he runs alongside with me because my ego will go " how can this fat cute boy run faster than me?!" It was a great joy having a great friend like him. Always bringing a smile to my face whenever i see him .
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