My insanity ends here.
2:44 AM / Sunday, February 6, 2011
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Its about time i did this.
First off i would like to thank my mum for teaching me that life has more meaning than what i have been doing for the past 1 month
although i would not like to thank my dad, but thank him for being the most irritating person i have ever known.
he has done a good job of drilling moral values and disgusting habits into me.
thank god for giving me this family.
because through them i have learnt the real meaning of love
and that true love actually does exist.
Update with my life.
First off i would like to thank my mum for teaching me that life has more meaning than what i have been doing for the past 1 month
although i would not like to thank my dad, but thank him for being the most irritating person i have ever known.
he has done a good job of drilling moral values and disgusting habits into me.
thank god for giving me this family.
because through them i have learnt the real meaning of love
and that true love actually does exist.
Update with my life.
- March 72km and received The Red Berret
- Found out my injury was more than it seems to be
- Had appendicitis on Christmas.
- eat,sleep,computer+shit for 1month +
I guess i have to thank myself for the one thing i did get right in life.
I cherished every moment of my life and put it into a chest.
Recipts,tokens, gifts,cards,letters. Anything that got to do with my life.
I opened up that very chest yesterday and i thought
"what happened to me?"
"what went wrong?"
I have forgotten what its like to live.
There was a time i believe serving national service was meaningful
A friend of me came up to me recently and said i have changed.
i laughed at him and said how.
"you used to love being a commando.
.you believed in what you were doing like defending your love ones"
"look at you now. so negative . i dont like what you are doing"
It is true that love exist.
After living on this earth for 19years.
At the age of 18 i thought love was a joke and behind every "love"
lies a hiden agenda.
Then one christmas i was lying on a bed with appendicitis .
and there i saw the faces of two people.
And realised they would be the only two would will always be there for me.
a simple gesture it was
I cherished every moment of my life and put it into a chest.
Recipts,tokens, gifts,cards,letters. Anything that got to do with my life.
I opened up that very chest yesterday and i thought
"what happened to me?"
"what went wrong?"
I have forgotten what its like to live.
There was a time i believe serving national service was meaningful
A friend of me came up to me recently and said i have changed.
i laughed at him and said how.
"you used to love being a commando.
.you believed in what you were doing like defending your love ones"
"look at you now. so negative . i dont like what you are doing"
It is true that love exist.
After living on this earth for 19years.
At the age of 18 i thought love was a joke and behind every "love"
lies a hiden agenda.
Then one christmas i was lying on a bed with appendicitis .
and there i saw the faces of two people.
And realised they would be the only two would will always be there for me.
a simple gesture it was
but it was the world to me
I know it took me quite some time
but it would be a shame for them to see my life go to such a waste.
wouldnt i be disappointing them?
i wrote it my previous post the "thought"
of taking a great leap of faith.
now this is the confirmation
i am going to change .
Direction:
Quit gaming
Learn driving
save that super delayed 10k. -.-
find a university
i am very sorry for the disoriented blog post.
i'm finally using my brain for a change and its not use to it.
its in a mess. i need time to defragment it and warm up.
I know it took me quite some time
but it would be a shame for them to see my life go to such a waste.
wouldnt i be disappointing them?
i wrote it my previous post the "thought"
of taking a great leap of faith.
now this is the confirmation
i am going to change .
Direction:
Quit gaming
Learn driving
save that super delayed 10k. -.-
find a university
i am very sorry for the disoriented blog post.
i'm finally using my brain for a change and its not use to it.
its in a mess. i need time to defragment it and warm up.
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