late-night high!
4:03 AM / Sunday, May 31, 2009
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I'M HAPPY
Elite- 4 and it keeps getting bigger
4:23 PM / Friday, May 29, 2009
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Please remind me i'm not going to do well for my Mid-Years.
I do not deserve a pass for chem and maths.
However,
Do remind me that i did study hard for physics just that i suck.
so that i would learn from my mistake and quit studying last minute.
SCREW this shit , i'm going to fail :(
Nevermind , holidays are here.
everything is left behind in school.
in the little place i call home.
slowly but surely.
10:07 PM / Sunday, May 24, 2009
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i'm changing slowly, changing for the worse
i was listening during school devotions when i heard this message , twice
which seem to consistently remind me thats its time i reflect about myself.
its goes like this :
watch your thoughts as it becomes words
watch your words as it becomes your action
watch your actions as it becomes a habit
watch your habit as it becomes your character
watch your character as it becomes your destiny.
it sometimes really feels as though someone is watching over me.
now you must be thinking who actually listens to devotions.
I DO!
The night i kissed a boy
9:54 PM / Friday, May 15, 2009
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Last night i kissed a boy
Hours before that, i had fun and went wild.
following that were strings of different emotions.
so matured but yet immature.
so cool, but yet so crude.
We're all growing up.
11:31 AM / Thursday, May 14, 2009
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Time for seclusion
Bye World.
let me go
8:37 PM / Thursday, May 7, 2009
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I talked to the first conductor i ever knew last night.
He congratulated us and asked if we were happy.
obviously, we are not, well at least i know most of us isn't.
Even we don't say it, i think its quite obvious.
That look on our faces.
Well, i think i'm happy. Maybe the problem is no one is happy about it.
Times has change, Gold isnt what schools should be aiming for.
Its Gold With honors.
Anyway, what my conductor said last night was quite comforting.
He said its impossible to obtain Gwh with a 42 strength Co because of the rich texture a 60+ co is able to produce.
No matter how good a song or skills we have , we cant produce the same texture.
So For those out there.
Nothing could have been done about it
But then again.
CCAs should be rewarded for having a large Co,
i mean if they are willing to take the initiative to recruit more members and is successful
Don't they deserve more?
Dam it, Who cares anyway?! We Got Gold SO SMILE REJOICEAND CELEBRATE RETARDS
He congratulated us and asked if we were happy.
obviously, we are not, well at least i know most of us isn't.
Even we don't say it, i think its quite obvious.
That look on our faces.
Well, i think i'm happy. Maybe the problem is no one is happy about it.
Times has change, Gold isnt what schools should be aiming for.
Its Gold With honors.
Anyway, what my conductor said last night was quite comforting.
He said its impossible to obtain Gwh with a 42 strength Co because of the rich texture a 60+ co is able to produce.
No matter how good a song or skills we have , we cant produce the same texture.
So For those out there.
Nothing could have been done about it
But then again.
CCAs should be rewarded for having a large Co,
i mean if they are willing to take the initiative to recruit more members and is successful
Don't they deserve more?
Dam it, Who cares anyway?! We Got Gold SO SMILE REJOICEAND CELEBRATE RETARDS
spare me.
4:16 PM / Tuesday, May 5, 2009
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The last time i blogged, was like just before terms.
one minute it was before terms
and now its the day before syf.
Well i'm glad time is flying fast.
at least i do not need to torture myself with stupid ridiculous maths physics and chem anymore.
Especially that disgusting argumentative essays i have to write.
i know i have to improve but.
Its quite impossible after knowing myself better. bullshit.
anyway, updates with my life!
things to be proud of, or not so proud of.
Terms results :
Gp: U
Cse: S
Physic : A
Maths: E
Chemistry : D
Napfa:
A,A,A,A,A,D
A,A,A,A,B,C
Thats right, its a gold.
And soon it will be the results of our Syf.
Do you think its better to be pessimistic or optimistic?
Personally, i prefer being pessimistic, i mean, after being betrayed by the co in the eyes of the audience.
This stand suit me perfectly.
I remember the days just before our syf we had previously.
We would practice from morning till the late afternoon, sometimes even missing lessons.
And the best part was that we had the Hall all to ourselves.
not forgetting the COP word we scream almost constantly.
But things have change.
Although practices are rather intense, they are rather useless at times.
its just different.
Anyway, Imagine you thought you were most probably going to clinch the Bronze award but you got Gold
Wont you feel better?
but it wouldn't work now because i have destroyed the whole idea of it.
Great.
Alright time for more retarded practices . bye world.
one minute it was before terms
and now its the day before syf.
Well i'm glad time is flying fast.
at least i do not need to torture myself with stupid ridiculous maths physics and chem anymore.
Especially that disgusting argumentative essays i have to write.
i know i have to improve but.
Its quite impossible after knowing myself better. bullshit.
anyway, updates with my life!
things to be proud of, or not so proud of.
Terms results :
Gp: U
Cse: S
Physic : A
Maths: E
Chemistry : D
Napfa:
A,A,A,A,B,C
Thats right, its a gold.
And soon it will be the results of our Syf.
Do you think its better to be pessimistic or optimistic?
Personally, i prefer being pessimistic, i mean, after being betrayed by the co in the eyes of the audience.
This stand suit me perfectly.
I remember the days just before our syf we had previously.
We would practice from morning till the late afternoon, sometimes even missing lessons.
And the best part was that we had the Hall all to ourselves.
not forgetting the COP word we scream almost constantly.
But things have change.
Although practices are rather intense, they are rather useless at times.
its just different.
Anyway, Imagine you thought you were most probably going to clinch the Bronze award but you got Gold
Wont you feel better?
but it wouldn't work now because i have destroyed the whole idea of it.
Great.
Alright time for more retarded practices . bye world.
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