10:24 PM / Wednesday, January 21, 2009
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For the pass two days i have been seeing the moon smile at me.
each time i walk to school in the morning , scary but true.
i did not know if it was an illusion or not.
a smiling cresent-like moon with a mouth and an eye.
how real can that can get?
maybe someone is building a great wall of china on it.
Now heres something , i cant believe it.
i left my file in school today.
now, am i suppose to study & do hw for anything?
and how, am i suppose to get it back.zz
alright , i'm exhausted & pissed.
its 1.50am
and
i havent bathe.
Lets all Score for tomorrows test!
For sometime ,
12:36 AM / Saturday, January 17, 2009
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The hardest thing now is actually maintaining this life with consistency .
Especially when it comes to a person who totally hates routines.
short attention span and can't sit still. .
i wonder how would he survive.
it felt like a strong pull back to reality,
as if something had been planned for him.
just when he thought it was over.
Another chance was given to him,
Another battle had to be won.
To him,
it felt as if God had given him an angel.
this is just the beginning.
First week of school has passed and i've no idea what can i say about it.
Other then being proud to say that.. i.. that..i.. am going to fail gp and cse.
Again.
Anyway thats all for now.i'm tired. nights people of townsvile.
just so you know
11:58 PM / Wednesday, January 7, 2009
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Obviously ,
something is wrong when even your brother thinks that you are not a christian
saying that, you , only worship yourself.
we all try our best to get what we really want.
to look good in the eyes of men
because thats the only thing we think could help us get what we want.
only to forget what really matters.
pretending that all this deeds have no meaning behind them,
you sold yourself away.
is there anything that can be done, without a hidden agenda but just love.
But is doing a deed with love hoping you will get it back likewise called a hidden agenda?
now , where has the definition of true love gone to.
you try your best to figure out what happening
but you do not really know yourself.
and hope someone will give you the way,
when that doesnt happen .
you go on a frenzy.
and start destroying what everything you have built up within you.
Breaking every single promises to yourself.
you've another side to yourself that you don't show.
is that called your evil true self?
why don't people see it as how strong your values and principals are to keep it from pouring out.
What i'm trying to say is. This world is fair.
we can see reality coming back for revenge.
you cried for help, but you forgot who to turn to.
and i complain nobody knows me, but truth is,
i do not know myself.
such a magnificent piece of art i am.
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