thanks to her, i have been questioning myself recently.
something i have ought to be doing all this while.
since the begining when i started drifting away.
i once thought to myself secretly, " maybe i dont need him."
but immediately rid of it because i knew i would be damn if i did not.
"God fearing man." if there was something to remember out of all my years in Acs ,
that would be it .
now its really bothering me.
prompting me to actually find out the truth.

as i wonder to myself.
am i really going the right way.
because this is what i believe is right.
i want to tell you , "just have faith"