9:10 PM / Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Have you ever felt this strange pull ?
1:09 PM / Tuesday, December 30, 2008
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thanks to her, i have been questioning myself recently.
something i have ought to be doing all this while.
since the begining when i started drifting away.
i once thought to myself secretly, " maybe i dont need him."
but immediately rid of it because i knew i would be damn if i did not.
"God fearing man." if there was something to remember out of all my years in Acs ,
that would be it .
now its really bothering me.
prompting me to actually find out the truth.
as i wonder to myself.
am i really going the right way.
because this is what i believe is right.
i want to tell you , "just have faith"
something i have ought to be doing all this while.
since the begining when i started drifting away.
i once thought to myself secretly, " maybe i dont need him."
but immediately rid of it because i knew i would be damn if i did not.
"God fearing man." if there was something to remember out of all my years in Acs ,
that would be it .
now its really bothering me.
prompting me to actually find out the truth.
as i wonder to myself.
am i really going the right way.
because this is what i believe is right.
i want to tell you , "just have faith"
J2 supplementary exams
8:29 AM / Saturday, December 27, 2008
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i think i'm the best suitable candidate for this exam.
"12 of jan" the computer said.
bloody horrifying
it high time we all start studying.
I'm missing so many things
maybw it isn't so bad afterall.
tell yourself, its a blessing in disguise.
A fatal attraction , i can't let this happen again.
"12 of jan" the computer said.
bloody horrifying
it high time we all start studying.
I'm missing so many things
maybw it isn't so bad afterall.
tell yourself, its a blessing in disguise.
A fatal attraction , i can't let this happen again.
dam it it feel great to be home: merry christmas
1:13 AM / Friday, December 26, 2008
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Oh yeah, i'll blog about the china trip once my father retruns me my cam.
which means never.
since he intends to upload the pictures together with the other cams first.
(cause he will never do that) hahah
I loved the:
spitting
coughing
smoking
drinking
eating
scamming
its probably one of the worst chirstmas and holiday in my life. so far.
sometime later.
which means never.
since he intends to upload the pictures together with the other cams first.
(cause he will never do that) hahah
I loved the:
spitting
coughing
smoking
drinking
eating
scamming
its probably one of the worst chirstmas and holiday in my life. so far.
sometime later.
famous last words
11:32 PM / Saturday, December 13, 2008
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okay,
i knew my com was this dirty but its really getting worse then expected.
when i come back, theres going to be a nest
which is good cos its going to keep me awayy.
i'm already starting to get addicted
my coat is ready.
don't worry kids, i'll buy back goodies for you!
but
if i don't return, remember i love you.
just in case i die HAHA
i knew my com was this dirty but its really getting worse then expected.
when i come back, theres going to be a nest
which is good cos its going to keep me awayy.
i'm already starting to get addicted
my coat is ready.
don't worry kids, i'll buy back goodies for you!
but
if i don't return, remember i love you.
just in case i die HAHA
a piece of me- "eat, sleep and multi tasking between two screens ."
8:20 PM / Friday, December 12, 2008
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" talk to you online ."
thats what so many people keep saying to me but they don't understand the life i live in.
honestly i never felt so wasteful in my entire life.
all i do is rot away. like literally.
I'm finally back on the com, but not for long cos i obviously found some excuse just to come online.
i realised how fast the world has passed by without me.
but who cares about that anyway?
here's my cunning plan
i'm going to turn over a new leaf because i really need it.
eventhough sometimes i think its impossible to redeem myself now.
i'm going to turn over a new leaf because i really need it.
eventhough sometimes i think its impossible to redeem myself now.
I guess its never too late to start isnt it.?
For now, i'll just going over to china and freeze my ass off.
no more thinking ,
no more reflecting.
so when i come back, i'm dead.
For now, i'll just going over to china and freeze my ass off.
no more thinking ,
no more reflecting.
so when i come back, i'm dead.
its all about taking action now.
the thing about trying so hard to be special, you really actually become..special..
sometimes i think it runs in the genes.
whatever the case. i'm happy about it.
i promise it wont happen again.
ever.
i need some music in my life.
i need help.
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