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My loveless ambition.

7:41 PM / Tuesday, October 7, 2008

I knew this would happen.
Promos finally ended today , 07/10 /08
i really thought i would go ' Yes, screw you asswipes i'm bloody free'.
I thought i would be free from all the problems of the world,
free to do what i really wanted to do.
what i really wanted.

so what do i do now when nthing can be done.

Well so far maybe
stuffing myself in cinema for now is a nono.
or maybe its just going near ps.

Yesterday, House Bunny

Today: Eagle Eye.

i actually slept inside a cinema, i knew exams were getting to me.

and those two retards have to keep nudging me.

Idiots just when my exams are over your nice poly holiday ends.
Do you know how happy i am?

Movies do not show the true fact about life
They only show a part of it.
Nevertheless ,Today & Class outing was okay

although i found out playing lan with my classmates isnt really that fun.

for several reason.

-Feeling sad after exam.-

The 'post exam syndrome.'
i think this is what you really call 'down 'syndrome.

Whereby you feel down like after exams.

i'm not angry with you ,

its just the normal old heartgriping feeling of sadness.

for no apparent reason.

But i know.

Anyway I was thinking 4b14b2 outing on sat, with some sport games.

Oh where's your badminton outing lukas? where is it?

you said there would be one.

Think about this.
i was thinking ..yet again..
If Child-like behaviors were described as childish,
And People Always say children are innocent
Doesnt it mean that Childish is innocent?

.: am i wrong to conclude that "Child-like/immature behavior = innocent." ? √

omg , i just read something. oh and btw its 3am in the morning .
and i quote
" I don't know whether you guys out there will find it mushy and disgusting (lol ken) but only when you're truly in love can you feel such strong and passionate emotions. To say love is disgusting (lol ken) or fleeting is such a gross sweeping statement, but I know you guys will just see it on the surface and think it's all superficial because you guys don't know what is going on inside (: "

(lol ken)x2 , Caught That.

Yes i do find you two mushy okay.
but omg this is not why i said it is disgusting,
I think you two are really sweet and nice to each other,
in fact i'm rather glad to know how things are going with you two now.
That both of you are happy.
As in please, i do feel happy too when he is happy ;)
after all, he is Elliot quah fu-sen x.x.x.x.x.x..x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.
but..isnt it better if you two dont mushymallow around in front of me..
it makes be feel uncomfortable.
And truthfully, it reminds myself of me feeling stupid.
i would never wanna go anywhere near there.
get it..?
----4am----

self-esteem-less
"this is why it is so hate to love." -hitch

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

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