where the all the great thinkers in the world gather
10:11 AM / Friday, October 31, 2008
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its a study of their mind through body language,
understanding their expression first ,what is offensive and what is not not
you observe the way they walk , talk , eat ,sleep ,react.
esp how they observe other ppl.
you put yourself in their shoes and walk the similar path.
catching their strength and weaknesses unless they actually ..
slide pass you through mere innocence..
thats when life gets interesting.
we're like two different main characters from two different best selling movies.
when you love someone, it doesn't matter whether the love comes back.
you just give yours willingly. sacrificially
thats when you know its true.
this is .
know the keywords and its your game.
2:21 PM / Wednesday, October 29, 2008
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i foresaw this.
because after all my life goes in a mini cycle which i'm by now awefully familiar with.
did it really affect someone?
is it actually possible to doubt in someone so much
esp if someone consider that person his/her friend.
unless of course..that person is not.
the ability to forgive is an art of love.
The thing about 'Love at first sight'
Girl : but you don't even know me.
Boy: Well, we have the rest of our lives to do that.
the ability to sacrifice is an art of loveless.
those wings, i want them
12:12 AM / Tuesday, October 28, 2008
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they said i'm living in self denial.
12:50 PM / Sunday, October 26, 2008
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Conflicts are arising and things are going out of place everywhere i go.
i feel so vulnerable.
where have my values & conscience gone too.
one thing is for sure.
You're missing.
Dam it just come back ..
and i will blog about the white house another day.
i just realised, every post that says i will continue it some other time, i never do.
i feel so vulnerable.
where have my values & conscience gone too.
one thing is for sure.
You're missing.
Dam it just come back ..
and i will blog about the white house another day.
i just realised, every post that says i will continue it some other time, i never do.
in times like this , its best to just smile (:
Degeneration
10:06 PM / Friday, October 17, 2008
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we received our results today.
now, i'm just going to wait for the final results.
well , i'm amazed that thefisherman manage to beat me at physics today,.
i knew i would screw it up quite badly only making for a boarder line pass.
but honestly, it was totally nice. i'm glad you did.
challenge me next year.
anyway
Let alone promos it self,
Physics: E
Maths : D
Chem: E
dont bother about the rest, i have 3h2 pass and no h1 pass.
guy , lets just cross our fingers and wait for morderation for now.
i'm really tired.
this body of mine is degenerating.
it was always about you wasnt it.
i'll pay for all the bad things i've done.
11:53 PM / Thursday, October 16, 2008
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I really really do not want to come to school tml..
really do not
really.
i finally realised why ppl ponned school.
really do not
really.
i finally realised why ppl ponned school.
it does not matter.
7:08 PM /
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Today was not a really nice day.
well one of the reason is because i found out screwed up a classmate of mine is.
other then the plague.
i'm really piss at her.
In fact i hate her.
But honestly, i really wonder what was she thinking.
wow 'everything is alright untill'...
Hey, i am able to accept the fact that i'm wrong but just prove it.
.830pm.
i'm really pissed of now, and i have no idea why.
i think i'm stressed.
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Lets knock this down
We're going to receive our results back tml and i'm scared.
but i really.
who is not?
i'm quite sure probably everyone out there are even more afraid then me.
anyway imagine a scene where the person who hates you gives out your all exams paper.
imagine the classmates you love retaining. or ..getting kicked out of school.
imagine how useless and hopeless you will feel not being able to do anything for that person..
i don't want to failed.
i don't want to advance
i don't want to advance
i dont want to feel useless & hopeless.
i want to promote.
i want to promote.
i want all of us to.
anyway
I've decided I'm not giving this mind away
It is mine.
my uniqueness.
you will never know me.
no one will.
Ac games ,our power surge
7:18 PM / Sunday, October 12, 2008
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Okay, i think i have enough energy now to blog.
i never felt this tired for a very long time,
this could even be my first time .
I finally know why this drink is called Red Bull.
my eyes & skin were red , throat was sore & i looked like a bull ):
to add to that ,bruises.
damage control.
i'm so tired
So the status for Ac games for my class were:
Captains ball: Quarter finals
Soccer: Semi Finals
Frisbee: Champions :D
we were knock out in the first round for both Floorball & Contract bridge . =[
still i'm so dam proud of my class x2 ,
i mean for those who came down.
eventhough we didnt get 5 golds lololol
we bloody Rock
like we made it to the semi for soccer eventhough i suck at it.
k just check out the facebook photos for a summaryz
and i'm seriously not photogenic.
i'm really tired..
i've no idea why was there co yesterday,
and why is there school tml.
i never felt this tired for a very long time,
this could even be my first time .
I finally know why this drink is called Red Bull.
my eyes & skin were red , throat was sore & i looked like a bull ):
to add to that ,bruises.
damage control.
i'm so tired
So the status for Ac games for my class were:
Captains ball: Quarter finals
Soccer: Semi Finals
Frisbee: Champions :D
we were knock out in the first round for both Floorball & Contract bridge . =[
still i'm so dam proud of my class x2 ,
i mean for those who came down.
eventhough we didnt get 5 golds lololol
we bloody Rock
like we made it to the semi for soccer eventhough i suck at it.
k just check out the facebook photos for a summaryz
and i'm seriously not photogenic.
i'm really tired..
i've no idea why was there co yesterday,
and why is there school tml.
i really love my class
Ac Games
9:33 PM / Thursday, October 9, 2008
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and i'm so proud of my class.
1sb6
1sb6
Frankly speaking you're adorable.
8:23 PM / Wednesday, October 8, 2008
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Today is such a tiring day, and yes
obviously everyone would agree. hahah
Glad it is cleared up.
obviously everyone would agree. hahah
Glad it is cleared up.
True-Ryan cabrera.
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weakit's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hideits time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waitedthis is trueI know when I go
I'll be on my way to youthe way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line to the only thing thats true
so I will not hideits time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true
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Ac games tml.
come on 1sb6 ,
Six Golds.
i know we can do it.!
and i also i know i've got to sleep early tonight. omg.
My loveless ambition.
7:41 PM / Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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I knew this would happen.
Promos finally ended today , 07/10 /08
i really thought i would go ' Yes, screw you asswipes i'm bloody free'.
I thought i would be free from all the problems of the world,
free to do what i really wanted to do.
what i really wanted.
Promos finally ended today , 07/10 /08
i really thought i would go ' Yes, screw you asswipes i'm bloody free'.
I thought i would be free from all the problems of the world,
free to do what i really wanted to do.
what i really wanted.
so what do i do now when nthing can be done.
Well so far maybe
stuffing myself in cinema for now is a nono.
or maybe its just going near ps.
Well so far maybe
stuffing myself in cinema for now is a nono.
or maybe its just going near ps.
Yesterday, House Bunny
Today: Eagle Eye.
i actually slept inside a cinema, i knew exams were getting to me.
and those two retards have to keep nudging me.
Idiots just when my exams are over your nice poly holiday ends.
Do you know how happy i am?
Do you know how happy i am?
Movies do not show the true fact about life
They only show a part of it.
Nevertheless ,Today & Class outing was okay
They only show a part of it.
Nevertheless ,Today & Class outing was okay
although i found out playing lan with my classmates isnt really that fun.
for several reason.
-Feeling sad after exam.-
The 'post exam syndrome.'
i think this is what you really call 'down 'syndrome.
i think this is what you really call 'down 'syndrome.
Whereby you feel down like after exams.
i'm not angry with you ,
its just the normal old heartgriping feeling of sadness.
for no apparent reason.
But i know.
Anyway I was thinking 4b14b2 outing on sat, with some sport games.
Oh where's your badminton outing lukas? where is it?
you said there would be one.
Think about this.
i was thinking ..yet again..
If Child-like behaviors were described as childish,
And People Always say children are innocent
Doesnt it mean that Childish is innocent?
.: am i wrong to conclude that "Child-like/immature behavior = innocent." ? √
omg , i just read something. oh and btw its 3am in the morning .
and i quote
" I don't know whether you guys out there will find it mushy and disgusting (lol ken) but only when you're truly in love can you feel such strong and passionate emotions. To say love is disgusting (lol ken) or fleeting is such a gross sweeping statement, but I know you guys will just see it on the surface and think it's all superficial because you guys don't know what is going on inside (: "
(lol ken)x2 , Caught That.
Yes i do find you two mushy okay.
but omg this is not why i said it is disgusting,
I think you two are really sweet and nice to each other,
in fact i'm rather glad to know how things are going with you two now.
That both of you are happy.
As in please, i do feel happy too when he is happy ;)
after all, he is Elliot quah fu-sen x.x.x.x.x.x..x.x.x.x.x.x.x.x.
but..isnt it better if you two dont mushymallow around in front of me..
it makes be feel uncomfortable.
And truthfully, it reminds myself of me feeling stupid.
i would never wanna go anywhere near there.
get it..?
----4am----
self-esteem-less
"this is why it is so hate to love." -hitch
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
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