9:05 PM / Wednesday, February 20, 2008
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im seriously in a very depress mood now..
and why now of all times does my father want to talk to me.
so much for trying to make me feel better.it just made it worse.
it really did.
if i only could scream my lungs out..i would.
cos i receive bad news from my co teacher today...
it hinted so obviously and yet indirectly tht i surely and mostly likely wont be able to make it back in.
thts the worse part..indirect statements..it just suck..
and i just cant stop swearing in my head...
!@#$ this.
i so do not want to stay in srjc. no way.
first day and i got caught for poning talks which lasted for 3 hours tht was burning up my ass.
we had to sit on the floor.
okay.and the people there are just weird . really really. except for some.
i dunno what to do.
i feel like crying .
only to find my tears stuck at the corners of my eyes.
im totally lost in every aspect.. even if i get in to AC.
things wouldnt be the same..and tht only i will Know.
it so un-understandable
i cant express what im really feeling..
what a total mess.."please let me in" to both
..
nvm i will crash ac for now..
Please lord,answer my prayer.answer all.
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