My little break , my broken promise . i feel like a dissapointment to everyone..
4:43 PM / Thursday, July 26, 2007
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Hmmmm was a long time since i came online..and broken my promise ! :x Ouch ..but its time to face the fact. ITs hard to Study OMG! i dont think i can take it anymore... my routine has come back --'the take out book den sleeping like a pig'---this is bad... real bad...how am i to score my As. ..My written paper is as bad as ever , my good old maths skills are losing it powers ..my memory for sciences are screwed! whats going on... im so confuse.Confuse in every aspect. gosh aspect... it affects the climate in geo xD and so i pray for my working drive to return to me.. lord help me ..mmm
Yes thank god...at least i had some acheivement muhaha. my napfa skills has increase significantly since the last time i took woot~ hmm lets see my 9.8s shuttle run has increase to 9.4s... board jump hmm 225 to 230 ...sit ups yeaa 43(kinda cheated) to 48(nvr cheat=P) and haha.Sit and reach the same..50+ and the best was my pull ups ! 2 to 8 Sheesshh ~!!! so... from my 3a 1c 1d to a sexy 4a 1b ..................... now all tht left is my 2.4 km run which will determine my award..jus need a C to gold. but i prefer A will i get it? my previous score was 12.58 (D) i guess not.. =/ But theres still hope ! thnks to my brothers tips ;) gosh hes i love him despite the FACT he gave me a DAm MASCARA (black eye )
What has happen to my class? it wasnt like this before...maybe i have changed. or could it be my classmates..As usual, im getting confuse and tired of this... i dont think i can take it anymore.. lets see there are 3types of friends in my class the good friends? the fun friends ? the good friends? and the talking friends? ... Ah screw it . They all sorta hate ea other.. Whats this man!.group 1 finds group 2 irrating. group 2 did nth but jus mayb talks too much . so when i talk to 1 of them the other gets angry.. den they ask qns that is near the same as asking ' you noe who your true friends are right?' . They dont understand how hard it is to be the 'middleman'..i have to make choices which 1 group would in the end be angry. 'pang sei' & stuff..what shld i do...hope this isnt serious as it seems and jus be a passing phase ...lord help me again...
Anyway Its time to end my COLD war i have started wif an old good friend. Even if it cost my pride and diginity...My pride shall not be my fall. but how shld i approach the situation?
Still somethings are better left unsaid..if you are me.. you will noe how currently confuse i am now in abt EVERYTHING i have to do and wanna do. not onli sch friends..not onli my work.. i really hope something could save me..God please be tht something... am i going the wrong way? Do i really wan this to happen? What do i Wan ?and will i even be able to get it? i find it cruel to do such a thing. agh..im so confuse... lord please help me ...
And so my little break ends. hope i can study well ..it rained heavyily today but..i loved it Aww.all drench and havent bathe yet haha. Still my A1s awaits me.. i Hope Lol... And to All My friends and all i KNOW , all the Best ya?! ;) . God bless . love you all aways ...
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